themarygproject
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I am learning so much from "the coach" (my job) i dont even know where to begin.
For those who dont know.
I work for a company that helps already established entrepeneurs the tools to make their lives more simple and successful etc etc.
Today was my first official workshop I directed.
This is just one part of my job (that I do indeed get paid a lot more for once Im full blown)
Anyways, I sat in on my first and absorbed SO much from what this particular Coach was teaching.
The lessons are pretty much life lessons but applied in a business fashion for our clients.
Everyone was so nice and It reaffirmed so much I already was trying to do in my life.
I am just so thrilled that I have a job that is fulfilling.
Its not exactly where I want to be but it fills me in a way intellectually that has never really happened to me in a job before.
I'm constantly facing new challenges and am busy and doing a good job and that gives me such great confidence PLUS I get 2 weeks off for XMAS Break!...Paid!!
Im learning more about myself and people in general then I imagined as well.
Im just in a good place and it feels great.
*Tomorrow is my beautiful boyfriend's 26th birthday.
*Saturday will be a night of tears, drinks and dancing with all my besties at Dom and Annies wedding
*Next week is my New York Vacay already!
I will have tons of pictures posts come next week if I have time!
the wind is wild.
- Mood:
busy
























- Location:mums
- Mood:
content
- Mood:
excited
Oh LJ I wish I knew how to quit you.
-I have court tomorrow. I'd be lying if I said I wasnt completley freaked out and anxious.
-Ive been having really intense dreams latley. The kind that resonate all day long.
-P-Diddy just said on Conan that he has had tantric sex for 30 hours straight!!!! WAAAAAAA??!!
-Men, Women, and Children at Subterranen on Sunday!
-I feel weird, a tinge of sadness, yet calm and please all at the same time today.
I always had one foot out the door, and that prevented me from doing a lot of things, like thinking about my future and... I guess it made more sense to commit to nothing, keep my options open. And that's suicide. By tiny, tiny increments
- Mood:
curious - Music:Queen-Under Pressure
Tonight Comedy Show for Aaron and afterparty.
Tuesday is my first day of work and VIP at HOB and afterparty for Mellee.
I feel like I have this great balance in my life right now.
I'm running everyday.
Found a job
My social life is the best it has ever been.
Im writing and reading everyday.
My relationship with my mother is obviously amazing since
she's sober again.
So Menudo is searching for stars...
- Location:Studio
- Mood:
content - Music:Regina Spektor-Fidelity
I can see everything.
Last nite I got a taste of what parts of 2003-2004 were like and I didnt like that much.
The past needs to stay in the past.
Plain and Simple.
dont open your window to strangers who u once knew.
fuckity.
Small towns have cheap drinks.
Not my fault.
- Location:the moon.
- Mood:
blah - Music:ringing in my ears.
I feel like I have empty nest syndrome.
I was their #1 girl for so long and Im no longer.
Its just an off-odd feeling.
But Im happy for them.
Im realizing that I reallly may not be a girl that dates.
I just want a partner in crime. To travel with. To laugh with.
To go adventures with. The random shopping adventure with.
Everything else I have and will provide for myself.
Tonight a man traded me a chicken sandwich in a parking lot for my thoughts.
I spent 8 bucks on a juke playin Talking Heads and Yeah, Yeah. Yeahs.
This Chicago fog is romantic. Made for sexing and Transavania like.
Such oddness abound.
- Mood:
high - Music:Yeah
I fell...in my shower.
Drunky.
I like new friendships.
I like old friendships.
I like sledding down stairs.
I had a really great conversation with my dad's ex gf today.
She was apart of my life from 4-20 and one day she wasnt anymore.
Nobody is perfect. Everyone has their own shit to deal with.
U just got to live and do what is going to make you the happiest.
I need a roomate. BAD.
I think im finally out of my funk. Thank you sun.
especially friends.
im happy.
- Mood:
happy
So last Thursday was the fabulous Tranny party... I worked really hard. Maybe doing make-up for 6 hours straight on men doesnt seem like hard work but it really was. The woman I'm working for is one tough broad. She's a perfectionist and a hardcore business woman at heart so even tho she is a bit harsh I know I have so much to learn from her. But Whilst everyone was downing bottles of champagne, dancing and getting their picture taken I was in the back working my arse off but such is life for a Make-up Artist. I made some incredible contacts tho. I am now working with a couple Tranny's on a consistent basis ( like 1-2x a month) so Im very pleased with my networking skillz.
Friday was Scissor Sisters with D-Rock and I have never been hit on by so many gay men in my life!! I absolutley loved it, We danced and Drank and Danced some more which takes me to Saturday at MaxBar for The Hoff's B-day Party which entailed more dancing and more drinking and some more dancing and dancing.
Sunday I was completley out of commission.
Today was my first day at Barbizon and it went really well. Learned alot about the industry and made alot of great friends.LOVE my 1-9 schedule. My new name from now should be MaryGFriendMaker, b/c honestly these past couple years Ive met so many great people....
I must get back on the running ball so Im out like shoulder pads.
- Location:Life
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:Home
- Mood:
okay
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
- Mood:Bonerific!
I keep on making great new connections and I couldnt be happier about it.
I still dont have a full timer and it makes me totally anxious.
I do have two companies I am freelancing for tho so I cant complain.
And 3 amazing leads to work for the Board of Ed. Yay for hookups.
Barbizon got rescheduled for next Tuesday. Srrsly guys how fucking hilarious
would it be if I worked for Barbizon?!!!!!!!
Anyways, I have this plan in my head of how I want my life to be within the next couple months.
Its totally attainable. And I doin the footwork to make it happen.
EverydaY I become more and more fearless, confident, about everything.
This past year or so havent been the easiest but I feel things getting better.
Im becoming closer with my family which is nice.
I talk to both of my bro's on a weekly basis now. Its funny Alex and I are def. closer naturally but we
never tell eachother we love eachother but not a conversation goes by where I dont tell my baby bro a
thousand times how much I love him. I think b/c he needs it more.
David Chapelle made fun of Alex in his skit last week and I got a 20 minute voicemal from Dave Attell on
Saturday from Alex...Good Bro's.
But I'm also becoming really close to my dad's family as well. I am making a conscious effort to call them weekly just to say hi or make dates with them to get together for dinner and whatnot. Everytime I talk to my Uncle he tells me that he loves me so much which totally puts a lump in my throat maybe b.c I dont even hear that from my own father. But its nice. When I told him that I was looking for a job he called everyone he knew on the Board of Ed in one day and got me three leads. ( He used to be the VP on the board of ed for the City Colleges) so I really want to do my best in keeping in touch with all of them.
I didnt expect this entry to be this long at all.
- Mood:
cheerful
Regret nothing.
So, Im crusin, jammin, lovin life on the way to work when I decide to switch lanes b/c theres noone around and my exit is coming up. All of a sudden I thought to myself...wouldnt it be funny if I got hit and didnt have to go into work and....BAM! one second later I got hit....my car spun into the next lane....as a semi is coming straight for my car in that same lane....I quickly thought fuckkkkkk and got the fuck out of that lane onto the shoulder seconds before being fucking killed...My glasses flew somewhere I have no fucking clue and all i feel is this horrible pain in my back...greatttt...(no health insurance on top of it so I cant go to the hospital, hence my homemade surgery) so I call 911...they alrteady know about it...on their way...I look for someone anyone who could of hit me and 50 feet in the center lane I see a car defineitly totaled with smoke coming out of it....but I see them get out and they are ok so Im relieved... just trying to get my head together. Turns out it was my fault for improper lane usage which Im totally contesting in court if I can so once again no lisence ( i swear to god I havent had my lisence for more than a month these past two years) and im in fucking pain.
Tonight I plan on wearing cute pajamas to bed just incase I have to be carried out on a stretcher tomorrow morning...
For those who can provide a fountain that spits out vicodin please advise.
i just dont fucking get it anymore. nothing i do is working out for me. the past two years have been one bad news thing after another. i jusy want to understand what message im trying to be getting here with all of these rude awakenings. I do think life has a funny way of telling you things through a series of wake-up calls etc. but Im trying to get it. I reallllllllyyy am.what am i not doing..or should i be doing....someone. seriously. tell me. Im seriously sinking here.
- Location:Depressedville, Illinoize
- Mood:
sore
